This used to be Saint Columba's Minor Seminary Springwood - Now a High School At least they have a fine Chapel - I wonder how well it is used. |
1957 THE SEMINARY
CALLED
The letter
from the Seminary duly arrived, confirming my acceptance and spelling out what
I would need to bring with me and specifying the commencement date. I think it
also mentioned the particular train from Central Station to Springwood which
would be used by the majority of students. The extra passenger load called for
two more carriages than the train usually ran.
There was much
to be done in the remaining weeks before commencement. Now that I think of it,
it would have been great to have had contact with a current Seminarian to get
more detailed familiarisation with Seminary life. That was not the case and
Father McGovern the Archdiocesan Vocations Director remained available and
helpful. There was clothing to be bought - Cassock, Roman Collar, Surplice and
Biretta and a dark suit and black tie and white shirt. There were also books to
be procured, though the weighty Liber Usualis, if I remember rightly, was
purchased through the Seminary.
KITTED OUT
The Cassock
was made to measure by an Order of Nuns in Annandale, on Pyrmont Bridge Road I
think. I vividly remember sitting in prolonged silence on a settle in the
gleaming polished corridor of the Convent until a distant but nearing swishing
of a religious habit heralded the arrival of a Nun to usher me into a workroom
where I was briskly measured up and asked to return in two weeks for fitting
and delivery. This I did and all was well. (Nuns in habits! Their very
appearance was a witness to their selfless commitment of their lives to God,
and their names in religion, spoke of that commitment."I gotta be me"
had to await the false "spirit of the Council".)
For the Roman
Collar, Surplice and Biretta, I went to Ambrosoli Brothers - one of a number of
clerical outfitters - all went smoothly. However the Biretta had to be ordered
in because they did not normally carry size 6 and7/8 ths in stock. My
"dome" challenged the system! I love the Biretta and am sorry to see
it so little used to-day. Nevertheless, I have never been a "hat person"
and have never felt right wearing one.
Fully Kitted Out -Don Camillo says: "The hands are to bless Lord, but the feet....?" |
In due course
I was completely "kitted out" and ready to leave, well in advance of
the required day.
NOT AN ALTAR
SERVER
I HAD NEVER BEEN AN ALTAR SERVER - THAT PRIVILEGE LAY 35 YEARS IN THE FUTURE Here the saintly,brilliant and charismatic Archbishop Fulton Sheen |
ON OUR WAY
Back to my story.
On Wednesday 15th February, 1957 I headed off to Central Station to join the
nominated Springwood bound train. We all gathered on the appropriate Country
Train Platform of the great Central Railway Station. We could readily identify
each other as members of the group, most of a certain age, all soberly dressed
in dark suit and black tie and carrying a bag and most attended by parents and
siblings to see us off.
It was a
pretty good reflection on the Church as she was in Australia before the Second
Vatican Council, that so many young men were inspired to answer the call they
believed they had received to become Priests. In most cases it reflected
admiration for a Priest or Priests they had known. There were to be 52 at the
beginning of our First Year Philosophy Class - by the end of that year the
number would be down to 44 I believe, and I was one of the drop outs. This was
a pretty normal evolution in the numbers each year.
The good,
solid C36 Class steam locomotive blew its whistle, final goodbyes were waved
and called out and our train gingerly threaded its way through the maze of tracks
and points, until it found itself on the Main Western Line.
C36 Class Loco of the type working the passenger trains to and from the Blue Mountains |
I don't really
recall much of the trip. I do remember there was a lot of banter among those
who knew each other and returning students from the previous year. There was
obviously a lot of "in" talk that only made sense to those who knew
the personalities, situations and subjects of the conversation. It was all
clearly good hearted. Being rather shy in any case, and not knowing any of the
background to the banter, I said little and kept largely to myself.
"COLUMBA
PENNA NIVEA"
After the hard
slog uphill from the coastal plain at Penrith, our sturdy loco paused at
Springwood where we detrained, before continuing its climb up the Blue
Mountains to the summit at Katoomba. For our part we piled into the buses
waiting to take us the few miles to the North to St. Columba's College. The old
hands began to sing the College hymn/theme song "Columba Penna Nivea"
which carried us through the Gates and up the curving driveway. Tradition was
being observed and I loved it!
On arrival
there was much greeting from students from other Dioceses (for this was a
Provincial Seminary for the Province of Sydney which takes in the whole of New
South Wales) who had arrived earlier. The atmosphere was one of happy
excitement. But there was essential business to be done. College Professorial
staff and appointed Prefects soon had lists of designated Dormitory occupants
and we were detailed off to our austere Dormitories and then after leaving our
bags by our iron framed beds, we were shown the shower stalls and the toilets
and given a brief run-down as to what was expected of us in matters of
timeliness. It was immediately clear that this was a tightly run ship. (The
experience was to stand me in good stead in future years on shipboard in the
Royal Australian Naval Reserve). That done, we moved quickly down to the Chapel
where we had time for reflection in the presence of Our Lord in the Blessed
Sacrament before joining in prayer for a productive year ahead.
We then moved
to the Refectory where Tea (in to-days parlance Dinner) was served. The
Refectory was close to the Main Entrance. It was a considerable room which
accommodated the 135 or so Seminarians at tables ranged on either side of the
room with one end butted against the respective walls and a broad aisle left
down the centre. Along the entry end wall was the table of the Rector and
Professorial Staff and, at the opposite end of the room a Lectern, at which
selected students read to those assembled who were required to eat in silence.
On special occasions the Rector would dispense with the silence rule by tapping
a glass with a piece of cutlery at the conclusion of Grace before Meals.
AMEN!
On this first
occasion we sat wherever we chose, but in due course we were to be allocated
specific tables within our Class groups with appointed Table Prefects. My
lasting impression of that first meal was of the resounding "AMEN!"
bouncing of the walls and relatively low ceiling from the throats of 135 fit
and healthy young men. As a group, I thought we sounded like a formidable team!
TOP TABLE TEAM
The
professorial Staff was of course headed by the Rector Monsignor
" Charlie
" Dunne - formidable, dour, and obviously in no sense a "fatherly
" figure, then came the Dean of Studies Dr George Joyner a Priest of
robust manly manner and deep booming voice, who was to teach us Latin and
Greek. He had a good sense of humour and I liked him from our first meeting. He
had a curious habit of inserting the word "anyway" up to four or five
times in a row into his lecturing monologues at any pause to collect his
thoughts. We were all amused at this little bit of professorial vulnerability ,
as only the arrogance of youth with its certainty of its group perfection, but
knowledge of its individual defects, can affect. Father Noel Carroll was our
Lecturer in Italian and I believe History. He was known as "say" for
his habit of using that Americanism as in: "Say, have you seen.....”He also had some other minor
Americanisms and tendencies in speech which the students blamed on his having
"changed planes once in Chicago". Thin and with eyes that tended to
bulge, he was, all in all, ripe for caricature and parody - grist for the
teenage student mill. Our Philosophy Lecturer was a tall young , plumpish Dr.
John Burnheim he was forever seeking examples to illustrate some abstract point
he was trying to make in Philosophy and all too often his eye would wander out
through the window and out he would come with "Now, take that
tree...." It became a cause for constant mimicry and amusement. His vague
manner suggested to this observer at least, a foggy mind induced by his
Philosophic studies at Louvain. Fulton Sheen he was not. Some years later after
a stint as Rector of St.John’s College at Sydney University, he left the Priesthood. I
was not surprised.
Father Bede
Heather was the Lecturer in Sacred Scripture, but I don't believe we had
started those studies when I left. He was known to the Seminarians jokingly as
the “Vulnerable
Bede" for his softness of character. He later became Bishop of Parramatta
and his episcopate was truly disastrous. During that time, he had overseen the
introduction of false religious education materials into the schools of the
Diocese, and when the errors were pointed out to him with crystal clarity,
chapter and verse; he dismissed the proof and did nothing. Two of his Priests,
having also received dismissive treatment, to say the least, formally took the
matter to the Holy See as they were bound in conscience to do. They were in
fact students in the Class above us in 1957. Talk about "bearing the heat
of the battle", the heroic Fathers John O’Neill and Carl Ashton had to bear the
sensationalist media scrutinising the issues and playing up the public
difference between the Church's teaching, which they were defending, and their
Ordinary.
Bishop Heather's lack of orthodoxy in matters of teaching etc extended to other areas, and in due course he developed a Roman illness and retired early though all too late, but at least quietly.
The Spiritual
Director was Father Ted Shepherd. As I look back on it, his approach to that
role seems to me to have been re-active rather than active, “seems to me" are the operative
words. I would not presume to judge him or the approach he adopted. They were
very different times, and it may very well be that he did not have the freedom
to adopt a different approach. What now seems to me to be an appropriate
approach to the Spiritual Direction of Seminarians would be active individual
and small group counselling and leadership in prayer, meditation, Lectio Divina
,Sacred Liturgy and the spiritual life. At the time, his pattern of operation
was all I knew, and possibly all he knew, and so I assumed that it was as it
ought to be.
Commencing some five or so years earlier in Gemany, this devout and brilliant young Seminarian was to be of extraordinary importance for the whole Church. |
Our Seminary
Day
We rose each
day at 6.00am, quickly showered and dressed to be downstairs in the Chapel at
6.30 am for Morning Prayer and brief Meditation before Holy Mass at 7.00 am. Allowing
time for Thanksgiving after receiving Holy Communion, we were to be back upstairs making our beds at 7.45 am. At 8.00 am we were in the Refectory for
Breakfast after which we were free until 9.00 am when Classes began. We had a
brief Recreation break from 11.00 am to 11.15 am when Classes resumed until 12.25
pm when there was a Recreation break until a brief Examination of Conscience
from 12.40 to 12.45 pm. At that time, Dinner (Lunch in these times) was served
in the Refectory. This was followed by Recreation until 1.40 pm at which time
Classes recommenced until 3.40 pm when we had Coffee. We were then free for
Recreation until 5.20 pm. At that time, we paid a visit to the Blessed
Sacrament and did Spiritual Reading.
Should it
happen that anyone who is not a Catholic is reading this, the term
"Spiritual Reading" might seem rather limiting and dull. Far from it!
The Catholic Church is 2,000 years old and rich beyond belief in writings and
reflections on every aspect of the Life of Jesus Christ, on Sacred Scripture,
on Prayer and the lives of the Saints. One could spend a long life trying to read,
let alone study, meditate on and pray over only a part of this Treasury of
Wisdom. The depth of this wisdom is amazing even when some of it has been
written in the so- called Dark Ages. And it is all the more cherished because
it has survived "dungeons, fire and sword” through persecutions, wars, all
manner of hostility and even temporary loss, to lift up the hearts of Catholic
people to Jesus Christ, God become Man.
On designated
days in our printed Calendar Book, Benediction of the Blessed Sacrament took
the place of the Visit and, on Wednesdays and Fridays; the Spiritual Reading
was displaced by a Spiritual Conference and the Stations of the Cross,
respectively.
At 6.30 pm Tea
(Dinner in these times) was served in the Refectory. At 7.20pm The Rosary was
recited in the Chapel, and at 7.35 pm we were in the Classrooms for Study. At
9.15 pm we walked around the Grounds until 9.30 pm when we gathered in the
Chapel for Night Prayers and Meditation Points. And finally at 10.00 pm we were
abed and lights were out. At first this furious pace of disciplined activity
was daunting, but it did not take long to get into the rhythm of it and we were
able to wear it lightly.
Saturdays were
business as usual, save for the Literary and Debating Society between 7.35 pm
and 9.00 pm. According to my recollection, we occasionally had films at that
time. These included:
Our movie for 18th March, 1957 |
March 18th.
The Lavender Hill Mob
March.25th
Religious Films
April
21st. The Barber of Seville
May 1st. Hobson's choice
I have always
had a loathing for amateur operated movie projectors, hating their all too
audible "clackety clack" noise of operation, the regular going out of
focus, slipping the teeth of the drive and more problems. So much easier to-day
(with due regard for warnings about public exhibition death and destruction etc.).
Sunday was
different. We did not rise until 6.30 am. Mass at 9.30 am was Solemn High Mass
or a Missa Cantata. It was followed by recreation from 10.30 am until 10.45 am
when the Rector's Conference took place followed by Recreation until 12.40pm.At
that time we had Spiritual Reading and Examination of Conscience. At 1.00 pm
Dinner was served in the Refectory followed by Recreation until 2.00 pm.Then
private reading and letter writing were allowed until 4.30pm when study was set
down until 5.30 pm and at 5.45 pm we prayed Vespers and had Benediction in the Chapel.
At 6.30 pm Tea was served in the Refectory followed by Recreation until 7.20
pm.Then we assembled in the Chapel for recitation of the Rosary followed by
study in the Classroom. At 9.00 pm we had Recreation via our nightly walk
around the grounds, assembled in the Chapel at 9.15 pm for Night Prayers and
Meditation Points until at 9.45 pm we were to be abed and it was lights out.
THE CHAPEL
The heart of
any Catholic Seminary is the Chapel. Here is the Eucharistic Lord every
Seminarian aspires to serve, reserved in the Tabernacle. Here the Seminarians
gather, arranged in Choir,along either side wall for the celebration of Holy
Mass and Benediction, for the praying of the Liturgical prayers of the Office and
for private prayer and Meditation. I have always rejoiced in the privilege of
living "under the same roof" as Our Lord,at Springwood and in later years on
Retreats and at Conferences. To be able easily to come into the Divine Presence
is a truly marvellous privilege. It was one that very many of the Seminarians
took continuing advantage of, dropping in to pay a visit as we Catholics say,
during Recreation times, or whenever it could be fitted in. This is where the
design of Churches and Chapels is so important. They must be places imbued with
the sense of the sacred, and conducive to prayer and devotion, not
"gathering places about the people”. Rather they must, by their shape,
proportions, materials and fittings lead the eye and the mind and all the
senses toward God Who is the object of our worship and devotion. Both at
Springwood and at Manly the Seminarians were blessed not only by the Presence
of Our Lord but also by Chapels designed and built and tended in full
appreciation of the dignity of their purpose , and nobly seeking to glorify God
come among us in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.
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